A better Miss Jessica

All I'm saying is this:
I just finished doing the dishes. It's 1:49 military time (aka 1:49 a.m. for all you not enlisted).
While I was doing the dishes, I realized that it is probably time for me to become a better person.
I know that most people do it on January 1, or September 15, but I was preoccupied on both of those dates, so stop being angry at me.
And by better I don't mean skinnier. I don't mean smarter. I don't mean taller. Although I have been working on my height as of late (it's really improving).
I don't even mean that I need to love myself more or any of that nonsense.
When I say better I mean a more communal person.
Someone whose arrows are pointing away from them, not inwards.
Shouldn't we all be more like that?
I am expecting it to solve all my problems as soon as I conquer it which I am 32.74% sure will happen.
What you're saying to me right now is: 32%=failure.
What I'm saying to me right now is: 32%="So you're saying I've got a chance."
So if you fit into a special category in my life like, such as, imagine every category of person ever i.e. mother, friend, teacher then prepare yourself because:
I'm coming out/I want the world to know/Got to let it show**
Booyah baby. Bring on today. So begins the turning inside out of me. It could be of you too. Just ponder that for a moment. Put it in your peace pipe and smoke it. Then do it. Be more communal.

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This picture inspires me. One of the kids I teach/watch/care for at work left us and so we made him a book to say goodbye. Another girl drew this picture for him, of me teaching him.

Never underestimate the power of a 5 year old.

They know how to be communal.

Unless someone takes their toy, in which case biting/hitting/name-calling is totally fair game.

**Did you know Diana Ross sings that song? Big bird say whaaat? Holy Diana Ross Batman is what I said. Batman had no idea either. I thought she only sang The Land Before Time song and that was it...j/k but I had no idea she was so catchy! That was a long tangent, you're welcome.
p.s. Did I trick you because there are two asterisks and not just one? HA if I did.